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visit…

http://macangadungan.blogspot.com/2007/04/stina-persson-adalah-seorang.html

http://macangadungan.blogspot.com/2007/04/saya-tidak-keberatan-jika-kamu-marah.html

http://macangadungan.blogspot.com/2007/03/formula-bukan-rahasia.html

http://macangadungan.blogspot.com/2007/03/supernova.html

A girl and guy were speeding over 100
mph on the road on a motorcycle.. .

Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.

Guy: No this is fun.

Girl: No its not. Please, it’s too
scary!

Guy: Then tell me you love me.

Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!

Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.

Girl hugs him

Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put
it on yourself ? It’s bugging me.

In the paper the next day A
motorcycle had crashed into a building
because of brake failure. Two people
were on it, but only one had survived.

The truth was that halfway down the
road, the guy realized that his brakes
broke, but he didn’t want to let the
girl know Instead, he had her say she
loved him & felt her hug him one last
time, then had her wear his helmet so
that she would live even though it
meant that he would
die.

whoaa..din..gw lbh suka crita ini wkt lo yg nyritain…

1] are u single,taken,crushin?
:: maybe crushin..heheheh

[2] are you happy with where you are?
:: biasanya..

[3] when you meet the right person, do
you fall fast?
:: usually

[4] have u ever had ur heart broken?
:: yup,absolutely yes

[5] would you ever take someone back if
they cheated on you?
:: depend… ah ngga aja ah!

[6] have you ever talked about
marriage with another person?
:: yup

[7] do you want kids?
:: klo udah married

[8] how many?
:: 3

[9] would you consider adoption?
:: if i need to

[10] if somebody liked you right now,
what do you think is a cool way to say
it?
:: nice,calm,confident..langsung tnp perantara,tp ga maksa

[11] do you enjoy playing hard to get?
:: kadang emg hrs gtu bukan?

[12] do you want someone you can’t
have?
:: i was

[13] do you believe love at first sight
exists?
:: hell yeah

[14] do you believe in celebrating
anniversaries?
:: ga juga

[15] do you believe that you can change
someone?
:: nup..udah gw buktiin sendiri..

[16] do you have feelings for someone
right now?
:: hahah…ummm…maybe..

[17] Do you still have feelings for an
Ex?
:: it’s such an useless thing to do(jwbnnya aya..satujuh bgt bu!!)

[18] have you ever cheated on someone?
:: lupa

[19] would you ever consider getting
married in high school?
:: not in a million!

[20] would you marry any of your ex`s
if they ask?
:: umm..maybe..

my body,my soul..my heaven,my land..

my guardian angel is mine

u say

my dreams, my head..my sex, my bed

and its my corona with lime

and then i say maybe we could divide it in two

maybe my animals live in your zoo

u say

my hate, my frown..my kingdom, my crown

my palace and court is mine

u say

my lights, my show..my years to grow

the time that i spend is fine

but then i say maybe we could divide it in two

maybe my animals live in your zoo

maybe im in love with you

but u say

my coat, my hat..my bones, my fat

my zipper is shut by me

you say

my skin, my blood..my devil, my god

my freedom is what you see

but still i say maybe we could divide it in two

maybe my animals live inyour zoo

maybe..im in love with you..

my beginning, my end..my nuclear bomb to pretend..

ga ngerti deh ma cwo..aneh abis..

bru2 ni gw ktemu tmen lama gw. gw lgsg nanya dy.."mana cwe lo?"

trus dgn muka sok ga ngerti apa yg gw omongin dy jawab"cwe yg mana yah?"

ehm..cwe yg wktu itu gw lyat ngantri brg lo di breadtalk sambil pegangan tangan, yg jg pnh gw lyat jalan brg lo di galaxy,yg ada foto2 en testimonialnya di frenster…

plis deh,ada apa dgn cwo2 jaman skrg??pdhl udah pny cwe,tp sering ngaku ga punya..

itu dy yg suka gw gemes dr cwo.suka mengaku2 klo dirinya msh jomblo.tmen2 gw jg kya gtu…klo kenalan ma cwe,ngakunya jomblo..pdhl sih udah punya.

org yg aneh…

ah..akhirnya sempat melarikan diri dr penat..penat..ga ada duit..heheheheh

apa saja yg saya lakukan???

jurnal bersenang -senang ala lea

-nonton 300 bersama2 teman2 di semanggi(cm 20rebu…harga mahasiswa..klo hr senin ktnya 15rebu..heheh)

-jalan2 ke gramedia terdekat…wooo..bisa 2-3jam gw nangkring disitu..heheheh

-dtg ke J-topia di taman ria senayan.yg sm skali ga mengingatkan gw akan festival jepang2an :-(  malah kebayang gurun pasir..PANAS GILA!!!udah gtu es batu pk sirup jambu(CATAT!es batu pake sirup jambu,bkn sirup pake es batu!!)..masak hrganya 10rb???jualan apa ngrampok??

selain itu,harga aqua botol aja 4rebu,acong aja kalah ma dy??? FYI acong tuh tkg jualan aqua botol di fakultas gw,dan dy ngasi hrg aqua tuh mahal benget..

-beli 20 koin game timezone,main free throw sepuasnya,mecahin rekor smua free throw machinenya..dan dptkan 150 tiket timezone yg kemudian dituker dgn blow bubble dan mainan ulet2an…wah..nikmat…

-naik wahana simulasi roller coaster..abis itu naik roller coaster,duduk plg belakang.sensasinya booo..tdnya udah gw remehin,ga mungkin lbh serem drpd roller coaster di dufan.tp ternyata..heheh..serem euy…

simulasinya lumayan..gw hrs berusaha ngingetin otak gw "ini cm simulasi!ini cm simulasi!ini cm simulasi!ini cm simulasi!ini cm simulasi!ini cm simulasi!ini cm simulasi!ini cm simulasi!" saking gw takut jatoh dr rel jet coasternya..mana pinggirnya jurang gtu lagi..serem abis!! oiya..itu kan cm simulasi…

-mencoba tempat makan baru..jgn KFC mulu!kmrn gw nyoba makan di gokana teppan..ummm standard,beef teriyakinya enakan hoka2 bento,tp sbnrnya emang better drpd hokben.tp gw lbh suka beef teriyakinya hokben..trus gmana dunk?(apaan sih leee…)

-tidur dan bangun jam 11 siang!gosh..kyanya gw udah lama bgt ga tidur sepuas itu…enak.seger!

-nonton dvd brg ma tmen2 gw.ditemani teh,rokok sama momogi selusin.hahahahah…

-smsan ma gbetan..hahahahahah… XD

sekian aja jurnal bersenang2 ala lea,smg bisa memberi inspirasi untuk turu mencoba.heheheheheh

rencana ke depan..masih..saya ingin sekali..:

-main bilyard bareng

-makan di warung steak

-k dufan brg GAMBRENK T-T

hoohh..teman2..ayo kita kemana kapankapan…

handphone itu bergetar di atas meja, aku melirik ke layar handphonenya

ah..dia..

"heh jelek!tumben nelpon.."

"uh jahat…bknnya nanya apa kbr dlu kek..malah ngatain aku jelek"

"hahah..sori bu.."

"lg ngapain?"

"bikin kopi..mau?aku suapin nih buat kmu..hahah"

"ye..jelek busuk!hahhaa"

kita berdua tertawa

"eh..kmu lg di kostan ya?"

"iya..mau dimana lg?di rumah kmu?heheh"

"ya sapa tau lagi di BIP ma cwe lain..atau apa kek.."

"hahahha…itu besok..ga sekarang!"

"jelek busuk!heheheh..eh,kmu liat ke jendela donk!"

"emang kenapa?"aku melirik ke arah jendela

"td aku bru dr luar..aku ga sengaja liat ke atas..ada pemandangan indah."

"pemandangan apa..?itu kan di jakarta..ini bandung neng.emang sama apa?hahahah"

"makanya aku mau tau..disana lg bulan sabit ngga?"

"..iya..ya iyalah klo cm bulan doank kita ngliatnya pst sama.."

"di sebelah bulan itu..ada bintang,satu aja..tp sinarnya terang bgt."

"hehe..iya nih,disini jg kya gtu.."

"tuh..sama kan?"

"ya klo cm gtu doank ya sama.kcl klo akunya lg di hawai tuh..ahahah"aku menaikkan kakiku ke bingkai jendela dan mencari posisi enak untuk duduk disana..sambil ngliat langit

"klo gtu..kita lg ngeliat pemandangan yg sama ya.."

"..iya jg ya.."

"kagum ngga kmu?"

"heh?kagum kenapa?"

"pdhl..jarak kita jauh..tp kita tetep bisa ngliat bulan yg sama."

"ah..iya ya.kmu jg lg ngliat bulannya?"

"iya.." aku..kmu..kita sedang melihat bulan yg sama..dan aku merasa jarak ini jd ga ada artinya..

"aku sok romantis ya hr ini?"

"hahahhaah..bkn sok romantis!genit"

"ah..apa sih??dasar ga peka!..hahhahah"tawanya manis,kangen…

"td aku abis nonton dorama jepang"

"hah?doraemon? "

"doramaaaa!!film sinetronnya jepang.."

"o..maaf2…hahah,aku ga ngerti..trus gr2 nonton itu,makanya kmu jd genit gini?"

"uh!sebel…ngga genit tauk!ini romantis…"

"hahah..iya deh..trus..?knp emangnya klo nonton dora…(emon?)"

"iya..jadi cwonya kan pilot..trus lg tugas terbang ke hawai.pas nyampe sana si cwonya nelpon cwenya yg lg di jepang..trus cwonya nanya ‘kmu bisa liat matahari ga dr situ?’ cwenya jawab iya.’aku jg’ kt cwonya..trus adegan selanjutnya cm gambar si cwo ma si cwe lg ngliat matahari. aku mikir..bner2 indah..walau jarak sejauh apapun,tp selama kita tau kita msh liat matahari yg sama,bulan yg sama..jarak itu jd ga kerasa.ya ga?romantis kan?tp romantisan kita,deh..diakan cm ngliatin matahari,kita ngliatin bulan..bulan lbh romantis drpd matahari.ya kan?"

aku masih ngliat ke arah bulan itu,jd…pemandangan yg dia liat jg kya gini ya..?

"say.."

"hmm?apaan?gmana?kmu stuju ngga sama pendapatku tadi?duh..aku lupa deh td judul doramanya apa?tmen2ku lg pd suka nonton itu..trus.."

"aku kangen kmu.."

"…!"kata2nya terputus

"…"diam

"…aku juga…"

untuk sesaat kita berdua hanya diam dan memandang bulan itu..langit yg sama,bulan yg sama..

gw ambil dr blogspot gw.. http://macangadungan.blogspot.com/

gw bersyukur bgt…krn di dunia yg bnyk org jahatnya ini…spt perampok,pembunuh,pencopet,pemerkosa,penipu,dan..pejabat.. Tuhan masih memberikan gw anugrah yaitu dikelilingi oleh org2 bae..

seperti..

–nyokap bokap yg telah mendidik gw hingga mnjd spt skrg..berakhlak mulia dan berintelektual tinggi,heheheh

–ade gw yg senantiasa mau gw jadiin tukang ojek, dan jg tempat sampah untuk curhat

–temen2 rumah yg slalu siap menghibur dan melindungi gw

"pokonya nie..jgn coba2 mantan lo dtg ke sini, klo dia kesini,liat aja..pst kita kroyokin!" heheheh..iya pren,ampun…

–temen2 kampus yg selalu siap mengganggu dan merusak kehidupan gw..buahahahahahha

–mamahnya si L yg baik hati

"aduh maria..kmu klo kecapean ya ngga usah dtg, kliatan bgt loh muka kmu kyanya kecapean bgt"

–seorang tmen lama yg ternyata blum lupa ma gw

"woi!kyanya ngantuk bner lo.."

–gaga yg slalu ada di saat gw butuh,kcuali pas dy lg pny cwe,hehehehe

"km knp syg??ad mslh apa?

yudh..tar klu ada pls  sms aq aja yach"

–penumpang2 toyota avanza:marcel,jeki,dika,dewa,medina

teman dlm susah dan senang..hahaha

–indah:sahabat,kekasih,selingkuhan,te te em-an,temen brantem,pembantu….

apalagi ndah??

–the GAMBRENK

u are the best i ever had…miss u all!!!

msh bnyk sih org2 yg baik beredar di skitar gw….tp kyanya gw ga sanggup nyebut smuanya.hehehe…bisa ga slese2 ngetiknya..

yg pst gw syg ma lo smua!

kmu blg

"semoga kmu bahagia…"

yea rite..

kmu ngga ngaca ya ngomong bgtu??

kmu ga mikir…kmu sama sekali ga pantes ngomong kya gtu!

aku sampe bingung..mau marah..apa mau ketawa..

kmu tau…?

it was only a kiss…

it was only a kiss!